Monday, May 30, 2011
RANT RANT RANT!
I need to rant! I am under a huge amount of pressure and I'm trying to be not all-stress-out.
*Random Update* OK. Just got a call from boss *End of Random Update*
Well, I've nobody else but myself to blame as I've caused myself to land into the plight I'm in today.
*Another Random Update* Boss just called and said he will come and pick me up and back to office now *End of Another Random Update*
1 month of Bo-Chup-ness has landed me into the state I am in right now. I am of course clearing up all the back-logs and it's hard to pick up the momentum I used to have, cause I am now used to doing NOTHING. I'm struggling with the effing tight schedule and lack of manpower and all the events that are coming up. *Deep breath JS, take a deep breath*
While I am struggling at work, my body is struggling too. I am possibly suffering from being allergic to a certain new medicine I am on and it's making me really uncomfortable. Diarrhea, dizziness, frequent headaches, and I've no time to go back to the clinic. I'm supposed to drop the pharmacist a call today but didn't have the time and mood to call. ROAR!
A lot of shit has been going on and I really feel like giving up sometimes. I don't know who to turn to for support because nobody really understands how I feel. A lot of people kept asking, "Why are you still bothering? You are going to ORD soon." and I couldn't give them an answer. I don't know why too.
Despite me having my 12 weeks excuse uniform, but the main purpose is not to skip work, as I am not allowed to carry out some work due to safety reasons. I am still continuing with my daily routine, fighting along side with my man and doing all the shit. Sometimes, I wonder to myself why am I doing all these, and why should I care, since everyone else don't seems to care.
OK. Back to office before I continue the rant alright. Hold on.
Alrght, I am back now, at 2230hrs! KUDOS!
Anyway, where did I stop. Hmmm. Yea, I can't remember what I want to rant about already. Damn tired. Shall end my post here abruptly. Goodnight!
7:23 PM
RANT RANT RANT!
I need to rant! I am under a huge amount of pressure and I'm trying to be not all-stress-out.*Random Update* OK. Just got a call from boss *End of Random Update*
Well, I've nobody else but myself to blame as I've caused myself to land into the plight I'm in today.
*Another Random Update* Boss just called and said he will come and pick me up and back to office now *End of Another Random Update*
1 month of Bo-Chup-ness has landed me into the state I am in right now. I am of course clearing up all the back-logs and it's hard to pick up the momentum I used to have, cause I am now used to doing NOTHING. I'm struggling with the effing tight schedule and lack of manpower and all the events that are coming up. *Deep breath JS, take a deep breath*
While I am struggling at work, my body is struggling too. I am possibly suffering from being allergic to a certain new medicine I am on and it's making me really uncomfortable. Diarrhea, dizziness, frequent headaches, and I've no time to go back to the clinic. I'm supposed to drop the pharmacist a call today but didn't have the time and mood to call. ROAR!
A lot of shit has been going on and I really feel like giving up sometimes. I don't know who to turn to for support because nobody really understands how I feel. A lot of people kept asking, "Why are you still bothering? You are going to ORD soon." and I couldn't give them an answer. I don't know why too.
Despite me having my 12 weeks excuse uniform, but the main purpose is not to skip work, as I am not allowed to carry out some work due to safety reasons. I am still continuing with my daily routine, fighting along side with my man and doing all the shit. Sometimes, I wonder to myself why am I doing all these, and why should I care, since everyone else don't seems to care.
OK. Back to office before I continue the rant alright. Hold on.
Alrght, I am back now, at 2230hrs! KUDOS!
Anyway, where did I stop. Hmmm. Yea, I can't remember what I want to rant about already. Damn tired. Shall end my post here abruptly. Goodnight!
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